Faith, Hope and Love.

I bought a book from a christian bookstore today, called "Love Your Life by Victoria Osteen". While I read through. I found out this:

"No matter where you are today, you have the potential to have better relationship,

to increase in confidence,

to overcome obstacles and to celebrate the life God has given to you.

Perhaps some unfair things have happened in your past,

but those things don't define you and they don't determine your future.

It's not what happens to you that matters the most, it's what happens in you.

You don't have to let your experiences draw confidence from you;

instead you can draw confidence from your experiences.

Be encouraged today because there is so much more in you that is waiting to be discovered.

There are new options for your future,

and opportunities to be recovered.

Now is time to leave the past behind and make room to embrace the destiny that lies ahead for you."

After reading this, I think this book gonna cheer me up and help me to find back my determination and motivation in my life. How much I struggled in God's faith these days, myself really don't know. After so many incidents, my faith towards God has dropped till the lowest point in my life. It never ever happened before!

Of course, I still firm with this religious, and I still believed there's God out there. Just that sometimes, I really don't know what plan He has planned for me.

But I'm telling myself these days, 'be patient, and you'll understand one day.' And yes, I still feel thankful to God for everything. I still feel blessed that He arranged so many people around me to support, encourage and love me in the toughest period.

I'm not sure what's going to be like in the coming days, months and years. But I'll be tough.

I will continue to find back myself and of course I will continue to find the happiness I want all these years.

Loving my life is being willing to make changes.

And yes, I'm willing to make changes because I want to love my life.

1st, I want to be a confident person, a person who can speaks out everything and gives my own view courageously and a lawyer-to-be.

2nd, I want to be a optimistic thinking person. Took away all the negative thoughts.

3rd, Appreciate those who around me.

These 3 things are the most difficult things for me all these years. I tried so hard to change but things never work out =(

But Today, I'm different. And I know how much I want to change for my life, my future.

I'm no longer the weak one. I will fight for it.

Mum, promised you, I will be good for now and be a loving and success wife & mum in the future just like how you did.

I will find back all my faith in God very soon I know. I will get back to track.

A prayer:

Sorry Father Lord for losing faith and hope in You for the past months.

I believed You are the creator of heaven and earth and You has prepared the best things for me in my life. Please forgive me and grant me more patient. Let me grow and learn from Your words. Although I don't really understand Your will for what had happened, still I will continue pray for an answer. Grant me more wisdom and strength to get over all this hard time. I need You to be my Father in Heaven to guide me through, be the light of my life.

I pray all this in Jesus Name, Amen.